LEPASKAN

bismillahh..
hmm..aku pn tak tau ape yg aku patut buat..sumpah aku rindu segala kenangan itu..aku tak boleh focus..seriously..sampai projek aku pun tak jalan lagi,dengan agreement MARA pun paused mcm tu..sumpah runsing weh..cinta itu memang buta..tapi kita pun boleh buta hati kalau tak wujud rasa cinta tu dalam diri ini..haishhhh..ape aku merepek ni..?mungkin aku dah terkena tempias lagu JAR OF HEART,padan muka aku..;

I know, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

hoho..tapi sekarang,aku nak kau tahu yangg..err..sebenarnyaa..ermmmm..kau baca lah sendiri..;

Pernah dulu kufikirkan
Tanpa cinta tak mengapa
Bila kau pergi kurasakan
Sunyinya dihati
Baru kini kutahu
Nilai cintamu

Kurenungi gambarmu
Kubaca surat surat mu
Namun pedihnya kuterasa
Tanpa kau bersama
Kuharap dikau pun
Begitu jua

Kini aku mengerti
Hanya engkau pelita hati
Semua yang kau korbankan
Hanyalah untukku
Akan tetap kukenang
Kasihmu terhadap diriku
Janji untuk bersama
Sehidup semati

Andainya kau kembali
Kan kucurahkan rasa hati
Agar dikau mengerti
Cintaku yang suci
Berikan ku harapan
Untuk bersamamu semula
Akan aku buktikan
Nilai cintaku...

aku harap kau faham..

RUNSING KUSUT SERABUT

bismillahh..
kata org,setiap manusia itu punyai peluang kedua..tapi bagi aku,aku takde peluang itu..kesilapan yang aku dah buat,memang tiada maaf utk itu..takpe lah..mungkin ini hukuman utk aku..sape suruh cari pasal kan..masalah aku ni,aku tak tau nak luahkan kat sape..aku tak tau macam mane nak selesaikan..sakit sangat..kawan2 cuba bantu aku..tapi entahlaa..bagi aku,takde ape yg boleh ubah ape yg aku rasa skrg..mungkin betul cakap dia..kita baru 18 tahun..masih mentah utk itu..tapi kau tak tahu ke,selama ini aku selalu fikirkan kau je..?walaupun mentah,aku still boleh berfikir..entah laa..aku tak tahu nk tulis ape..KOSONG..tapi aku nak kau tahu,ape yg aku buat,aku study,aku nak kejar cita2 aku..semua tu aku buat utk family n semata-mata nak kejar impian aku utk bina hidup dengan kau..aku menyesal sangat..aku mmg tak patut buat kau macam tu..i wish i can turn back time..but i cant..aku tahu hati kau betul2 dah tertutup utk aku..aku doakan kau bahagia dgn hidup baru kau.. :')